2010-01-21

The first post in 2010!

So things haven't changed that much. I'm still teaching choir and some other subjects at the elementary school a couple of blocks away from my house. A 5th-grade teach and I came up with a "mean" idea to put the rowdy kids there under the control--place a camera recorder there and firm the entire class! It's been working out so far yet I don't know how long it would last. Well.

This morning, when I was sleeping in and reluctant to get off bed, I suddenly had an epiphany. I'm turning 30 this year and have no children yet. "What should I do? Can I still have children when I'm 40? I'm applying for another job I'm interested in and thank goodness that it would be a full-time position. If I'm given a chance to take the job, how can I get ready to have a baby?" Such kind of inner babbling just echoed in my mind. Urrrr. One disadvantage about getting married late.

The new year has started but I'm not quite ready for it yet. I'm following the flow and hope things would go much better in the following months:) (And I'll try to visit here and contribute more often)

3 comments:

Megan Gery said...

You can have kids when you're 40. People do it all the time. You should be aware that the older you get the more risky pregnancies become, but that's not to say that they're impossible.I'm sure someday you'll be a great mom!

BB said...

yup just follow the flow. When its time for the baby to come, he comes.

well.... stop talking about getting married late stuff, whiner xD. I know how you feel, I'm getting this kind of pressure in my mind too. But for me its like there are still years to go.

superegobear said...

Haha, yes, I feel that I whine all the time. I don't know. I do want to have kids early but I just don't feel I'm fully an adult yet; still try to get my first full-time job, still try to establish something (by myself?) Being dependent economically really starts taking a toll on me...